Work Search: Buck knows he actually needs to get a couch. As always, he hoped it wasnt himself. Look at those arms. Or, Miscommunication abounds again when the Buckleys come to town as Maddie juggles the demands of both her blood and found family, Buck spirals as he is forced to confront his long-buried trauma regarding his brothers death (while trying to keep the whole trauma thing a secret) and also insists the visit has to be kept a secret from his (adopted) dad, Hen, Chim and Eddie are trying desperately to be supportive while also attempting to understand the truth of the Buckley siblings past, Bobby is hopelessly confused about what in the world is happening with his son and his crew, and of course lets not forget that Eddie still has that little black box hidden in the back of his sock drawer just waiting for the perfect moment. We're going to follow the FireFam through the aftermath and recovery of the Dispatch fire. Thanks x. Still at age 9, Buck realizes he's getting even less and less attenti. Evan "Buck" Buckley's Parents Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Howie "Chimney" Han Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Maddie Buckley Bobby Nash Athena Grant Karen Wilson May Grant (9-1-1 TV) Original Characters Angst Heavy Angst Hurt/Comfort Emotional Hurt/Comfort Emotional Baggage Suicidal Thoughts Implied/Referenced Suicide Suicide Suicidal daydreams (Previously titled Above and Below)Evan Buckley.The only Spring God in a family of war gods.When news and a long-hidden family secret turned his world on his head, he ran away from all that he knew.Through strange circumstances, he ended up in the Underworld.What happens when he meets the darkly handsome King of the Dead and finds a whole world that he fits into better than he ever did at home? This is a love story. Buck? Hesitantly, Buck obeyed, but he stuttered to a stop when he spotted what Bobby had been looking at. Eddie moves to LA after learning life-altering news when his wife asked him for a divorce. He almost missed it a flash of something cold across dull blue eyes, there and gone in the same moment: resignation, or catharsis, or apathy something cruelly familiar and dangerously absolute. 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His Captain's head snapped toward him, a strange smile on his face. Oh, she has been warned, she says, like they didnt just have a little back and forth about who was going to give the doc the bad news. After rehabbing his injuries and putting in a lot of work, Buck is ready to go back to the 118. He was a good research assistant, his keen interest in anything he didnt know helping him greatly, but beyond that, he wasnt sure if hed be able to help in any way with this. He knew they were teasing him for always being truthful but he knew deep down how wrong they all are. He wasn't dead now, he was as healthy as someone could be, mere weeks after being struck by lightning. Thank you so much! Still, instead, to everyones surprise, Buck had shown up with a giggly Chris and just shrugged when everyone looked at him. So correct me if I'm wrong, Eddie says thoughtfully. Sometimes his reactions weren't as healthy or rational. Both he and Christopher were closer to her then Ana was comfortable with. I do not own any 9-1-1 characters or their plots. After an incident at work Buck finds himself in the hospital with his captain and his police sergeant wife worrying over him. As things pile on and his support system shrinks, Buck finds himself wondering if it's all worth it and what he should do. Will Buck and Eddie realize their feelings for each other? Athena and Bobby share a look, not needing words for communication. Its all fuzzy like memories of a dream and he has no problem with that. She needed a way to make sure that Evelina Buck Buckley would be out of their lives, forever. Evan was 4 years old when he asked why love hurt. She gets increasingly annoyed but is remarkably professional about it. Buck and Eddie were always known as BuckandEddie, they were side by side, two peas in a pod, best friends, lovers, high school sweethearts. I think them dating other people at first, was good for them. Ridiculed for existing he finds solace within a couple that were willing to treat him beyond a useless excuse of an heir to the throne. I mean, Im glad to help, but I dont know what Im helping with., I want to get Bobby the perfect gift for Christmas.". Death is the Road Chapter 1, a 9-1-1 fanfic | FanFiction Death is the Road Growing up, Buck got hurt a lot. This is everything he has ever wanted. Between one breath and another the creature is gone, never to be seen again Or is he? Eddie had heard horror stories about the two family dinners that took place when Buck's parents came to Los Angeles, and this time Buck was going to do two things he hadn't done in years: visit his childhood home, and actually spend an extended amount of time, not just one evening, with his parents. Room 126 is mine. Thanks for meeting me, by the way. Evan Buckley can not clearly remember his life before the age of three. Because for all the personal growth and maturity he had acquired during the past three years since starting at the 118, the ignored and abandoned child in him couldn't live with going through the same experience--the same pain--again. I was four years old. Pepa, since Eddie is in New York and Buck is still job hunting, asks Buck to help her sell the panadera. Jack Kline and Claire Novak are Siblings. Eddie was glad to have help from his family - Carla and the 118 included - but Buck helped him out more than anybody. Buck exhaled before muttering insults under his breath like the overgrown man child he was. Buck feels like the person he just met sees him for who he is and what hes been through while Eddie feels alone and admits he doesnt want to be anymore. Only it's not from someone he expected After her mothers death, Pepa decides to sell the Diaz family panadera, once known for their magical gingerbread that has since lost its touch. Sex. This takes place during the collapse and the after. (We also accept donations year-round, so you are able to donate whenever is convenient for you.). Or Eddies plans for a night out end with Buck spiralling alone on a bathroom floor. She was never meant to be a divorced single mother-she was never meant to move to L.A to become a paramedic. Or, Miscommunication abounds again when the Buckleys come to town as Maddie juggles the demands of both her blood and found family, Buck spirals as he is forced to confront his long-buried trauma regarding his brothers death (while trying to keep the whole trauma thing a secret) and also insists the visit has to be kept a secret from his (adopted) dad, Hen, Chim and Eddie are trying desperately to be supportive while also attempting to understand the truth of the Buckley siblings past, Bobby is hopelessly confused about what in the world is happening with his son and his crew, and of course lets not forget that Eddie still has that little black box hidden in the back of his sock drawer just waiting for the perfect moment. I can ask him to contact May and. No secrets, no big hero stuff, we stick together.. Unfortunately, the news is too big to ignore or attempt to forget about. Buck was 26 when he realised that it didnt need to. Monday's episode (appropriately titled "9-1-1, What's Your Grievance?") featured the arrival of Maddie and Buck's oft-mentioned parents. Evangelina had fled Chicago, or more like booked a flight full of guilt and despite the reassurance and support of her friends and adoptive brother from House 51 and those from the PD, she simply needed a break and so left to Los Angeles where she joined House 118 where she believed she had found a second family but after a little too many accidents and being treated like a child, she has had enough. Now its knocking at the door with demands and expectations, trying to, once again, place the weight of the world on his shoulders. A topical Floater doesn't look like that. Will Buck be worth saving? It's hard to let people take care of you when you are used to taking care of yourself for long. All Buck knew was that someone was about to enter a watery grave. During some of the hardest moments of Evan Buckley's life, when he thinks he will never get back to his family, a shining ray of hope arrives in the form of a precocious 14 year old girl named Piper. Fic is not beta-d. All mistakes are my own.Warning- Temp Character Death, After hearing about his brother, Buck needs to go. According to Giles, back when Evan was a wide-eyed newbie to the world of demons and vampires and slayers, the ancient rules and rituals were lost to time, unable to change given their secrecy. But right now, at the threat of losing someone he held so dearly in his lifesomeone in his family, Buck couldnt help the helplessness that he was feeling. I didnt want you to have to call anyone in on their day off or have someone from the next shift work a double because of me. Its bring your kid to work day and since Eddie has off (and if Bobby hadnt had to hear Buck bitch about being separated from his partner for weeks and how unfair it was that Chris couldnt take part before Eddie got creative and started shoving food into his mouth every time Buck opened it) and was planning on using the day to catch up on his sleep, Bobby was sure Buck was going to spend the entire shift sulking. You know what theyll do when they find out youve been here., Eddie. The Princes voice breaks as he looks at him, bright eyes made brighter by the tears unshed. May and Buck have a conversation hiding Easter Eggs. Girls and boys. The Buckley siblings grew very close until Maddie followed her boyfriend Doug to Boston in order to attend nursing school. Mind if I come in?, Or, post lightning strike, May has a conversation with Buck. how do i say goodbye to all the things we had? A look back on Eddie and Buck's lives up to now, and what led them to each other, interpreted from the current 9-1-1 canon. What about me was so bad that you couldnt stand to keep me?, Then what was it? Buck hisses. The 118 have power over Los Angeles. Or, May and Buck get Bobby the perfect Christmas gift. Who Bobby had been looking at. I should have died under that truck. But in the beginning, he was born to be Daniel Buckleys saviour. When Maddie catches them leaving in the middle of the night, she calls her Aunt Robin for help and somehow gets a new family out of it? Buck knew that he was easy to leave.Left and right people were always leaving him. I need you to stay with me. My mind is focused on staying alive. When Eddie learns that his ta is selling the panadera, he decides to work remotely until the end of the year to spend one last Christmas at the bakery he spent his childhood in. Start- March 25 2023 When contacting Shannon goes awry, Evan and Eddie have to fight for their lives as Eddie's ex-wife sues for full custody of his son. When the day started, Kelly didn't put much thought into it. What if Evan had found out about his older brother Daniel when he was still a child, living with his parents who had grown to be abusive towards him in their grief for their oldest son? Bobby talks to Buck about the conversation he had with May, and Buck is Bobby's son. Please consider turning it on! Buck didnt know about the seventeen seconds. It meant the world to him and Christopher. No, I dont have a. (We also accept donations year-round, so you are able to donate whenever is convenient for you.). (Previously titled Above and Below)Evan Buckley.The only Spring God in a family of war gods.When news and a long-hidden family secret turned his world on his head, he ran away from all that he knew.Through strange circumstances, he ended up in the Underworld.What happens when he meets the darkly handsome King of the Dead and finds a whole world that he fits into better than he ever did at home? He finds out what having a big brother means in the 118. Hes too tired to keep trying to hold on even though he realized he wants to live.The loft He whimpers in pain. 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And while traveling on his own he got hurt, bad. Even if it doesnt always feel like it. In where the people from earth need to find their soulmate to see colour. 'Til the world came around and took her dreamin' away." tip: austen words:10000-50000 sort:title, Due to the incredible support of the community, we've raised US$252,343.98 with an average donation of $32.14, and added 6450 new members this drive. Don't get them wrong, they loved their weekly babysitting sleepovers with one year old Jee-Yun, but to them it wasn't enough. Evan Buckley can not clearly remember his life before the age of three. Buck only felt seen by his parents when he did reckless things, resulting in many minor bumps, bruises and accidents that Maddie helped to patch up. Well here's where you can read them. He's wrong. No, fate wasnt that kind. They were trying to look for what they really wanted in life. Buck swallows the lump in his throat like it's water. A bomb, an embolism, a tsunami, and the countless times hed disobeyed orders to put himself in danger hadnt done him in. Evan Buckley-Nash has been many things over his life. Why does the word Family cause a visceral reaction? Steve and Robin adopt Evan and Maddie, abandon their life in New York City to raise them in their more affordable hometown of Hawkins, and run into a few familiar faces that they haven't seen in awhile. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. The Prince shakes his head and ushers him back in the direction of the table. But he doesn't want to go home. I'm fighting stage 3 lung cancer. Hes got parents and a family that love him enough to more than make up for whatever came before so he doesnt give any thought to anything from before. (Or, to put it simply: its Evan Buckley-Nash Begins.). It just so happens that Eddie was on the phone to Bobby at that exact same moment when Buck panickedly blurted out his predicament, so that solved the "need to figure out how to tell Eddie" part. 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I hate it and I. Please consider turning it on! Both being 32 years old and married for the last 12 years, they've started to give up hope, realising that babysitting Jee-Yun and taking care of their dog Jade is the closest they'll get to having kids. Work Search: 9-1-1 Of all the ways Buck thought he would die. Not by me, Maddie adds when Buck looks at her. Family is not just bound by blood " Of all the ways he almost had died, following his captains direct orders was how it went out. Maddie just laughs at him. Shes not sure how long she sits there, in the middle of the road, before she remembers the number, tucked safely into her locked jewelry box back in her room, handed to her by Aunt Robin at Daniels funeral last year. Its not ok. Im going to get you out of here so we can go home and rest., Home? Eddie sees the look in Bucks eyes. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. 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